It Will Never End

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SUE's debut album.

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released May 1, 2019

Written by Elliot Stone.
Recorded by Elliot Stone (assisted by the other members of SUE).
Mix/Mastered by Elliot Stone.

Euan Woodman - Drums/Vocals
Harry Woodman - Bass Guitar
Ashley Lavelle - Guitar
Elliot Stone - Vocals/Guitar

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Track Name: Hate My Face
You don’t think,
I’ll ever sink,
Way down below,
Where dead men go,
But my mind,
It’s one of a kind,
It’s a little sad,
It’s a little mad.

Hidden behind my imaginary walls,
So thick they’ll never fall,
And I feel so out of place,
I hate my face,
I hate my face.

Now you know,
What’s not on show,
In my zone,
All alone,
It’s OK,
It’s going away,
I’ll fight,
I’ll chew and bite.

Hidden behind my imaginary walls,
So thick they’ll never fall,
And I feel so out of place,
I hate my face,
I hate my face.
Track Name: Strange & Deranged
I’m strange and slightly deranged,
But that doesn’t really make a change,
And I’m sure you’re so pure,
But was is even that good for?
You see these eyes,
Learn to love their lies.

All you do is scream,
Of what could have been,
And all you do is scream,
Why are you so mean?

You sing of a king,
And all the things that he could bring,
But I’m not the one,
You want to wish upon,
No,
Come on look at me,
Learn to love what you hate to see.

All you do is scream,
Of what could have been,
And all you do is scream,
Why are you so mean?

FUCK

All you do is scream,
Of what could have been,
And all you do is scream,
Why are you so mean?
Well I don’t know,
I don’t know,
I want to know.
Track Name: Not Your Kind
You want to go,
I think you know,
Know,
Know,
Know.

Don’t look at me,
You hate what you see.

Why are you here?
Is it lust or fear,
Fear,
Fear,
Fear.

Don’t look at me,
You hate what you see.

It’s gone, and you shouldn’t mind,
To you I’m holding you blind,
I don’t know what you’ll find,
But trust me I’m not your kind.

Leave,
Leave,
Leave,
Me.
Track Name: I'm a Fucking Alien
My mind’s been crumbling like mould,
My daydreams are still filled with gold,
All I need is to get out the way,
But the hands are crawling me to stay.

What happened to being free?
Tearing open all we can see,
Everyone now just gives in,
I swear I’m a fucking alien.

It’s hard to see in the cloud,
That always follows me around,
Whenever I’m feeling down,
It’s here now.

What happened to being free?
Tearing open all we can see,
Everyone now just gives in,
I swear I’m a fucking alien.

I want to get out of here,
But my thoughts aren’t clear,
Don’t want to touch what’s near,
I hate all this fear,
What I am supposed to do now,
What I am supposed to do now,
What I am supposed to do now,
What do I do now?
Track Name: Gotta Gotta Gotta
Well what am I supposed to do now?
I’ve lost everything and can’t tell how,
I’ve had too much smoke clouding my head,
Fuck forgiveness I’ll just hate instead.

And I gotta get out of here, I gotta get out of here,
I gotta (I gotta)
I gotta (I gotta)
I gotta (I gotta) I gotta

I’ve been stuck in the existential mud,
Covered in my own fucking blood,
I can’t find anyone else to blame,
Well fuck it all I’ll just embrace my shame.

And I gotta get out of here, I gotta get out of here,
I gotta (I gotta)
I gotta (I gotta)
I gotta (I gotta) I gotta
Track Name: Put Me to Sleep
I’ve been drifting in and out,
Sorting the whispers and the shouts,
And putting some pieces back in place,
But since when has anyone sorted out their own space.

I don’t want to be that guy,
But I know what I am I can’t lie,
Lurking in the corners and hating any orders,
A liar and a cheat and a fool,
Tell me what to do.

I’ve been trying to leave home,
Or at least trying to be more alone,
But honestly I miss the action,
I’m always looking for distraction,
A pill or a show,
A kiss or a fuck,
Maybe the odd bit of luck,
I like to keep my head spinning,
The voices don’t stop but at least they’re not winning.

I don’t want to be that guy,
But I know what I am I can’t lie,
Lurking in the corners and hating any orders,
A liar and a cheat and a fool,
Tell me what to do.
Make it end I can feel myself descend,
When I lie awake,
I swear the earth shakes,
What can I say? I don’t want to stay,
I’ve got nothing left to keep so please,
Let me sleep.

I might be in too deep,
I might be in too deep,
Put me to sleep.

I don’t want to be that guy,
But I know what I am I can’t lie,
Lurking in the corners and hating any orders,
A liar and a cheat and a fool,
Tell me what to do.
Make it end I can feel myself descend,
When I lie awake,
I swear the earth shakes,
What can I say? I don’t want to stay,
I’ve got nothing left to keep so please,
Let me sleep.
Track Name: Medicine
Fuck the mess,
This self-distress,
My hands aren’t clean,
They never have been,
I’m not free,
I can’t see,
So give me more,
Watch it pour.
My medicine my medicine,
My medicine my medicine,
Medicine,
Medicine.

It’s all corrupt,
My skin and blood,
I’m not a man,
I don’t know what I am, Now I hide,
Hate but abide,
I’m on my knees,
Burn me please.

My medicine my medicine,
My medicine my medicine,
Medicine,
Medicine.
My shadow’s getting bigger,
The black’s getting thicker,
I can’t stop thinking,
I can’t stop screaming.
Track Name: Thirst
I hate the things,
That I know will bring,
Pleasure but also pain that I’ll use over and over again.
And I’ll ignore what’s best,
My body calling for rest,
It’s the demons I have faith in they know where the fun begins.

And I hate my thirst,
You know I’ve always loved the worst,
It’s a cancer,
It’s a cancer,
It’s a cancer.

I’ll cut the hearts of my lovers,
Who want me to be like the others,
I don’t want someone who’s sane I don’t want to play those games.
And I laugh at everyone,
As they worship the rain and sun,
I don’t care what I need I just want to feed.

And I hate my thirst,
You know I’ve always loved the worst,
It’s a cancer,
It’s a cancer,
It’s a cancer.

I can feel it in my system,
Flooding all of my wisdom,
Until there’s nothing I can see,
Until I’ve lost all my empathy,
Once it’s won the war for my will,
Sanity versus all the thrills,
It takes me down into a binge,
Where my dreams become unhinged,
And I soak in all the pleasure,
That promises to last forever,
But then it goes away and dies,
Leaving me open so I can’t hide,
In a land that is made to abuse,
Burn and rape as it chooses too,
So I fall into my thirst again,
A thirst so deep it will never end.

I hate this thirst.
It’s a cancer, I’m a cancer.
Track Name: An Empire on Fire
My mind has become a tomb where my hope has laid rest,
Full of ghosts and ghouls and everything else I have yet to address,
I walk around freely but I swear I’m hardly ever here,
I close my eyes and say goodbye as I disappear.

I cut through my ribs and pulled back the bone,
Searching for parasites I thought had grown,
But I looked and all I saw was me,
I turned and howled and started to flee.

I spit blood from my mouth my skin is rotting off the bone,
An empire on fire while I sit and protect my withered throne,
Trapped in a corner with my face,
It’s torn in two,
I’ve tried to stitch it back on, but my stitches just won’t do.

I cut through my ribs and pulled back the bone,
Searching for parasites I thought had grown,
But I looked and all I saw was me,
I turned and howled and started to flee.
Track Name: You Don't Know What's Going On
Carve my name into my chest so I can be different,
Let them stare at my breast,
I’ll show them that I’m not a pest,
I’ll go into the urban jungle,
I won’t trip won’t stumble,
Try my best not to mumble,
As I jump and fall and tumble.

You don’t know what’s going on now,
You don’t know what’s going on.

I’ll go and stay will the crazy men,
Who say I can be born again,
Tell me how and why and when,
Shout their prayers and scream amen.
I don’t know if I can take it in,
Try to take it on the chin,
In this world of crazy sin,
No one will ever win.

You don’t know what’s going on now,
You don’t know what’s going on.

You don’t know what’s going on now,
You don’t know what’s going on,
We don’t know what’s going on,
No one knows,
No one knows.
Track Name: Missing Lies
Take me to somewhere new,
Somewhere that means something to you,
Show me everything it means,
Show me how you keep the air so clean.

Take me to somewhere old,
Somewhere that hasn’t already been sold,
Is there no other place?
Well my friend I think we’ve already lost this race.

I miss the lies,
I miss worshipping the skies,
I miss the lies,
I miss feeling alive.

Don’t turn your back on me,
Reflections are all I have left to see,
Get ready to run,
Tonight I'll be bringing down the sun.

I miss the lies,
I miss worshipping the skies,
I miss the lies,
I miss feeling alive.

I miss them,
I miss them all.

I miss the lies,
I miss worshipping the skies,
I miss the lies,
I miss feeling alive.
Track Name: I Am Nothing
I’ve never felt more useless,
Even if I’ve always been a fool,
Everyone around me is drowning,
And here I am trying to stay cool,
I know people who’ve met darkness,
Some of them want to give up,
And when I try to comfort them,
Even I know my words aren’t good enough.

I see myself in all their faces,
I remember hearing hell sing,
I can’t save these poor poor bustards,
Just like them I am nothing.

So I've been crawling around in the dirt,
And all these people they're starting to bore,
They ask me well what do I pray to,
Well I don’t know I don’t believe in anything anymore.

I see myself in all their faces,
I can still hear hell sing,
I can’t save these poor poor bustards,
Just like them I am nothing.

I am nothing,
I am nothing,
I am nothing,
I’m nothing,
Nothing,
Nothing.

I see myself in all their faces,
I’ve always heard hell sing,
I can’t save these poor poor bustards,
Just like them I am nothing.

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